PANN.NATE POST, BY SON #2, 2015.06.22
English translation. Originally posted here
“Please Trust My Mother’s and My Word”
Hello, I am a thirteen year old kid that wants freedom.
Starting from when I was five, I was raped by my father for eight years. After leaving America, while living in Korea, I lived in Seoul Godeok-dong, Gangdong-gu 573-1* and was raped by my father, grandfather, and other strangers they brought home. Also, I got raped at Gangdong-gu Cheonhodong riverside, Galaxy Apartments 202 East 11th floor* by many strangers that my father brought home. We moved to Busan 399-18 gijanggun Yongcheonri* and there were no one around us so it was gloomy.
When we moved to Busan, my father was a father there at a church. However, the church’s head pastor and his wife and their son and his family often came to our house to rape us. This pastor (the head pastor) also brought a lot of people to rape us. The Busan pastor had three medical hospitals. I even know the pastor’s genital features, but the investigators do not believe our word and only believes my father’s words. These people also have not done things because they were forced to, but chose to do it themselves because they wanted to. My father brought home people and told them to rape us after giving us stimulant drugs, after which the people would rape us for about two to three hours. My father accepted money from them.
When my father didn’t bring anyone home, he would rape me and teach me. He taught me ways to to do it so that girls would like it. He also taught my brother and I how to masturbate. Because of this, when I was five years old, I masturbated in front of my classmate peers without embarrassment or shame. I masturbated everyday since. We never wanted to be raped, but we were forced to be. If we said we didn’t want to, we would get beat. Because of this, I was very very scared and ate the drugs I was given. Once, when I was young, my mother and father got into a fight. My father through the kitchen table at my mother and made her forehead bleed, but did not let her go to the hospital. She had to get ten shots after. This was not only one incident, as when my brother was around five or six, my father beat him until his incisors broke out and he bled a lot. He told me it was gruesome. My brother got beat by my father a lot and fears him greatly. My father also looked for me and beat me and cursed at me. My father not only sexually assaulted us, but assaulted us a lot too. My father took my brother and me into the bathroom in the dark for an hour before and beat us because he said that we didn’t listen to him. My father also taught us how to steal and always only talked about tricking people.
I did not have even freedom. I could not go where I wanted to or eat what I wanted to, and I was in fifth grade I was too skinny. He did not even buy us a 30 cent drink, but he used things like this to use us. He would purposely starve us and then tell us he would buy us snacks or take us somewhere but then tell us to do our sexual intercourse well. Whenhe tried to use us, he would take us camping or on a trip and then take pictures whenever we laughed to show others that we were a happy family. As soon as school was over, I had to immediately get in the car my father was waiting in outside of the school gates, and I wasn’t allowed to stay after school to play for even five minutes. We couldn’t just walk to the car though because he would always scream at us to walk faster, so we had to run. And then we were sexually assaulted at home. My father was someone that was only angry and beat us and sexually assaulted us. Please do not trust our father.
Our father did not even teach us Korean. I came to Korea from America when I was four and was enrolled in an international school so that I could not speak Korean, and my father had a reason for all of that. He intentionally sent me to a foreigner’s school so that I could not learn Korean and communicate to others about the sexual harassment I received. My father also always told me not to tell anyone about the sexual assaults and threatened that I would die if I told anyone, so my school could not help me. I could not say one thing. My father tried not to send us to school and also told us not to go. He also took away our passports.
My father brought a lot of other people to our house to rape us and get paid, but also drugged us and filmed us having sexual intercourse (I assume the “us” is him and his brother) and got money from that also.
My father tried to put all the sins he committed in my mom’s name and told us to do the same, so he gave us drugs and ordered me, my mom, and my brother to all have sex with each other. I could not say that I did not want to, so I did. When we had intercourse, my father filmed everything and went around saying that my mother was the one at fault.
I was my father’s successor. I did everything my father told me to because I feared him, and he told me that we would live together and abandon my mother and brother, but he was lying to me also. Before my father had married my mom, he already had a woman and they even had a son. I saw this myself. He tried to abandon us to go live with them. He was manipulating us. My father told me that we should use my future wife also when I grew up for sexual harassment. My mother, my brother, and I lived by escaping and running away, but when we reported our experiences of rape and sexual assault with the police in Seoul, they threatened us as if we were the criminals and did not even make an investigation. I am greatly saddened. We went on press conferences, broadcast channels, and even news, but still no one is helping us. I cannot even go to school right now even though I want to, and I am saddened because I do not have any friends. I could not attend school for a year. This is because my father is out looking for us. If he finds us, because we revealed his secrets, he will kill us.
I am very envious when I see kids go to school every morning. During that time, I go to investigations. It has been a year since I have not been to school. I beg you help us get the truth revealed. We want freedom so very much. My brother, because of the shock of getting raped by my father, is in a hospital and is hurting a lot. Even now we are running away from our father.
Please believe us.
Hello, I am a thirteen year old kid that wants freedom.
Starting from when I was five, I was raped by my father for eight years. After leaving America, while living in Korea, I lived in Seoul Godeok-dong, Gangdong-gu 573-1* and was raped by my father, grandfather, and other strangers they brought home. Also, I got raped at Gangdong-gu Cheonhodong riverside, Galaxy Apartments 202 East 11th floor* by many strangers that my father brought home. We moved to Busan 399-18 gijanggun Yongcheonri* and there were no one around us so it was gloomy.
When we moved to Busan, my father was a father there at a church. However, the church’s head pastor and his wife and their son and his family often came to our house to rape us. This pastor (the head pastor) also brought a lot of people to rape us. The Busan pastor had three medical hospitals. I even know the pastor’s genital features, but the investigators do not believe our word and only believes my father’s words. These people also have not done things because they were forced to, but chose to do it themselves because they wanted to. My father brought home people and told them to rape us after giving us stimulant drugs, after which the people would rape us for about two to three hours. My father accepted money from them.
When my father didn’t bring anyone home, he would rape me and teach me. He taught me ways to to do it so that girls would like it. He also taught my brother and I how to masturbate. Because of this, when I was five years old, I masturbated in front of my classmate peers without embarrassment or shame. I masturbated everyday since. We never wanted to be raped, but we were forced to be. If we said we didn’t want to, we would get beat. Because of this, I was very very scared and ate the drugs I was given. Once, when I was young, my mother and father got into a fight. My father through the kitchen table at my mother and made her forehead bleed, but did not let her go to the hospital. She had to get ten shots after. This was not only one incident, as when my brother was around five or six, my father beat him until his incisors broke out and he bled a lot. He told me it was gruesome. My brother got beat by my father a lot and fears him greatly. My father also looked for me and beat me and cursed at me. My father not only sexually assaulted us, but assaulted us a lot too. My father took my brother and me into the bathroom in the dark for an hour before and beat us because he said that we didn’t listen to him. My father also taught us how to steal and always only talked about tricking people.
I did not have even freedom. I could not go where I wanted to or eat what I wanted to, and I was in fifth grade I was too skinny. He did not even buy us a 30 cent drink, but he used things like this to use us. He would purposely starve us and then tell us he would buy us snacks or take us somewhere but then tell us to do our sexual intercourse well. Whenhe tried to use us, he would take us camping or on a trip and then take pictures whenever we laughed to show others that we were a happy family. As soon as school was over, I had to immediately get in the car my father was waiting in outside of the school gates, and I wasn’t allowed to stay after school to play for even five minutes. We couldn’t just walk to the car though because he would always scream at us to walk faster, so we had to run. And then we were sexually assaulted at home. My father was someone that was only angry and beat us and sexually assaulted us. Please do not trust our father.
Our father did not even teach us Korean. I came to Korea from America when I was four and was enrolled in an international school so that I could not speak Korean, and my father had a reason for all of that. He intentionally sent me to a foreigner’s school so that I could not learn Korean and communicate to others about the sexual harassment I received. My father also always told me not to tell anyone about the sexual assaults and threatened that I would die if I told anyone, so my school could not help me. I could not say one thing. My father tried not to send us to school and also told us not to go. He also took away our passports.
My father brought a lot of other people to our house to rape us and get paid, but also drugged us and filmed us having sexual intercourse (I assume the “us” is him and his brother) and got money from that also.
My father tried to put all the sins he committed in my mom’s name and told us to do the same, so he gave us drugs and ordered me, my mom, and my brother to all have sex with each other. I could not say that I did not want to, so I did. When we had intercourse, my father filmed everything and went around saying that my mother was the one at fault.
I was my father’s successor. I did everything my father told me to because I feared him, and he told me that we would live together and abandon my mother and brother, but he was lying to me also. Before my father had married my mom, he already had a woman and they even had a son. I saw this myself. He tried to abandon us to go live with them. He was manipulating us. My father told me that we should use my future wife also when I grew up for sexual harassment. My mother, my brother, and I lived by escaping and running away, but when we reported our experiences of rape and sexual assault with the police in Seoul, they threatened us as if we were the criminals and did not even make an investigation. I am greatly saddened. We went on press conferences, broadcast channels, and even news, but still no one is helping us. I cannot even go to school right now even though I want to, and I am saddened because I do not have any friends. I could not attend school for a year. This is because my father is out looking for us. If he finds us, because we revealed his secrets, he will kill us.
I am very envious when I see kids go to school every morning. During that time, I go to investigations. It has been a year since I have not been to school. I beg you help us get the truth revealed. We want freedom so very much. My brother, because of the shock of getting raped by my father, is in a hospital and is hurting a lot. Even now we are running away from our father.
Please believe us.