PANN.NATE POST, BY LJH, 2015.06.27
English translation. Sent anonymously to HLJH
I HAVE NO POWER BUT DO HAVE THE TRUTH
Hello dear friends.. Me and my sons have been battling with many people since last year. Those are the ones I’ve trusted that would help us. I trusted them and waited them to get back to me. I thought they would do their due diligent since it’s a case of an intense child sex abuse.
My case was forwarded to “Seoul Metropolitan Police Agency”, the sexual abuse investigation department at the beginning. A detective told me not to come near the house (of the suspect) because they (police) came to Busan to arrest Heo (suspect). So I waited them to call me back. After hours of waiting, the detective called me back to say they didn’t arrest Heo, because they couldn’t find any drugs, but gathered some CDs and video tapes, and a couple albums.
I pressed charges against Heo for sexual abuse, not a drug dealer. I mentioned that the drugs were used during the sexual abuse, but my plea was to punish him for raping my sons. I couldn’t believe that they didn’t arrest Heo because they didn’t find the drugs. If they went to the house for drugs, then the warrant wasn’t even for the rape, was it? I was devastate as Heo got his chance to discard all the evidences then.
The next day, I went to the police agency abruptly, and saw a box from Heo’s house under the detective’s desk. Detective said, “So I saw the tapes (in the box). Heo not only had sex with the kids at home but also at different places?” And I said, “Yes! That’s right! He even did it at the kids’ school washroom!” Then he asked surprised how I knew about it. Told him that I always knew he was doing it, and I also saw the tape. The detective told me to wait until he fully investigates the tapes. But he only kept me waiting for long without any updates.
Just like that, I’ve waited for a month and a half. And still there was no word, and Heo hadn’t even been called in for questioning. That’s when I decided to do the press conference. After the conference, the detective blamed me for complicating the case and making it worse. That’s when he started to change his words like, there is no washroom video but only kid’s masturbating ones. Heo made many different types of porn including school washroom child rape, kids’ doing masturbation alone or in a group, group raping a girl, all kids porn etc. He used to tell me people like varieties and to make more money we need to constantly change locations and people in it.
So after the press conference, a new detective was assigned on my case. The new detective bluntly expressed his annoyance at me and told me to come in for statement. I told him that I would go in after he questions Heo. Then he got very aggressive in his tone and told me he already questioned Heo at the hospital in Busan, as Heo had a car accident. He continued to yell at me to tell him where I was. I was in an absolute shock from his attitude and the fact that a proper investigation is not being done. I was in anxiety, especially after the press conference as our whereabouts had been exposed, it was like walking on the thin ice. I argued with the detective over the phone requesting to do the proper investigation.
After a while, I found out that my case had been closed without a prosecution. Not even a confrontation with the accused. Closed, just like that. They said the accused denied all charges and passed lie detector test. Then it won’t matter even if I pass the test as well, will it? We just go back to where we started?
One of the suspects I pressed charge against is arguing that he doesn’t know my sons and I. I’ve known him for the past 10 years, and he was the pimp for this organization. He was in charge of bringing the clients. And the police would listen to them, but tell me that my statements are not reliable. I know all about his small domestic charges when he was younger, I know where he used to work, and matter of fact, we were in the same organization and I know all his private physical features. But I was told that he passed the lie detector. And today, I found out that all his charges are dropped as well. Here is the recording of a call with the detective. After, we were allowed to confront the other accused at the station. Before the confrontation, number of cops circled around my sons and showed them 8-10 pics of men and ask them to pick out the one who raped. My sons picked him out in a second. They both know the details of the guy’s body features. But the accused denied that he knows us in front of our face. My older son got very angry and started yelling at the guy. And the accused walked out of the room and never came back.
Even after all this, the detectives were taking the criminal’s side and treated us like we were the criminals. The guy who fled the room had a loft and Heo used to rent it from him. Even got caught doing it (**not sure what ‘it’ is). I told the police that I was part of this group, committing the crimes together, that I know all about their operation. But they choose to ignore me and dropped all charges claiming lack of evidence. The bottom line is that all 4 people I sued in Gyeonggi district have been set free.
Another absurd case happened at the Guu-ee district police agency in Seoul. The accused who was assigned at this district for investigation was a long term client for the past 12 years. Me and my sons know his private body feature so well, we gave a detailed testimony. However, he also walked free as his case dropped too.
Here is the recordings of phone conversation I had with Gyeonggi district detective and the Seoul district detective. Please listen to it and judge for yourself.
At the beginning, I trusted the police. But they would constantly turn over their words and accuse me of insane. Some of them were very rude even, no one listened to us and they only treated us like we were stupid. I don’t care if they treat me like that, maybe I even deserve to be treated like that. But not my sons. They’ve done nothing wrong and only have been the victims of this crime. I hated the hell hole, but I was too scare to escape. But not anymore. I’m not even afraid to die. I just want my kids to live normal.
We have given a full detailed honest testimony including body features of all the rapist. But they all simply denied. Whose argument is more reliable? Police department only tells me that they ran a professional analysis and they are right.
Dear friends, I don’t have any power nor my sons. I had no will and no reason to live. But we pressed charges against more than 30 rapist. I don’t know how we are going to continue to fight all these people. Who would fake or lie about this?
Every time my sons go in for statements, it’s more like an interrogation. And they come home traumatized, they even wet the bed and stay in a corner of the room for days. Also out of blue my younger son would freak out, wander around the room thinking that someone is coming to rape him and he has to hide. My older son in the mental institution is also having a hard time. Please, I hope you don’t see them as freaks.
Life is not easy for my children. I come forward in hope of better future for them. No matter how powerful they are, no matter how much they want to conceal my story, will there be a hope? Just like how we are fighting together now?
I don’t have much means, so I can’t afford an attorney like the others. They say it’s a crime to press charges, but wouldn’t it be a worse crime to conceal a crime? Then may all of us be the criminals.
You (**Heo) claim that I trained and taught my sons to tell a lie, but when did you give a chance for me to raise them that smart? You are still neglecting their pain. If you are innocent, why don’t you come forward in front of everyone? Instead you send out your attorney like a coward. Thanks for giving me a chance to fight you by counter-suing me for false accusation.
You only talk about the lie detector result, but wasn’t it a lie machine instead?
You have no shame fighting your own blood.
Dear friends, I’ve attached three voice recordings here.
Please judge for yourself. Thank you for all your supports and concerns.
Hello dear friends.. Me and my sons have been battling with many people since last year. Those are the ones I’ve trusted that would help us. I trusted them and waited them to get back to me. I thought they would do their due diligent since it’s a case of an intense child sex abuse.
My case was forwarded to “Seoul Metropolitan Police Agency”, the sexual abuse investigation department at the beginning. A detective told me not to come near the house (of the suspect) because they (police) came to Busan to arrest Heo (suspect). So I waited them to call me back. After hours of waiting, the detective called me back to say they didn’t arrest Heo, because they couldn’t find any drugs, but gathered some CDs and video tapes, and a couple albums.
I pressed charges against Heo for sexual abuse, not a drug dealer. I mentioned that the drugs were used during the sexual abuse, but my plea was to punish him for raping my sons. I couldn’t believe that they didn’t arrest Heo because they didn’t find the drugs. If they went to the house for drugs, then the warrant wasn’t even for the rape, was it? I was devastate as Heo got his chance to discard all the evidences then.
The next day, I went to the police agency abruptly, and saw a box from Heo’s house under the detective’s desk. Detective said, “So I saw the tapes (in the box). Heo not only had sex with the kids at home but also at different places?” And I said, “Yes! That’s right! He even did it at the kids’ school washroom!” Then he asked surprised how I knew about it. Told him that I always knew he was doing it, and I also saw the tape. The detective told me to wait until he fully investigates the tapes. But he only kept me waiting for long without any updates.
Just like that, I’ve waited for a month and a half. And still there was no word, and Heo hadn’t even been called in for questioning. That’s when I decided to do the press conference. After the conference, the detective blamed me for complicating the case and making it worse. That’s when he started to change his words like, there is no washroom video but only kid’s masturbating ones. Heo made many different types of porn including school washroom child rape, kids’ doing masturbation alone or in a group, group raping a girl, all kids porn etc. He used to tell me people like varieties and to make more money we need to constantly change locations and people in it.
So after the press conference, a new detective was assigned on my case. The new detective bluntly expressed his annoyance at me and told me to come in for statement. I told him that I would go in after he questions Heo. Then he got very aggressive in his tone and told me he already questioned Heo at the hospital in Busan, as Heo had a car accident. He continued to yell at me to tell him where I was. I was in an absolute shock from his attitude and the fact that a proper investigation is not being done. I was in anxiety, especially after the press conference as our whereabouts had been exposed, it was like walking on the thin ice. I argued with the detective over the phone requesting to do the proper investigation.
After a while, I found out that my case had been closed without a prosecution. Not even a confrontation with the accused. Closed, just like that. They said the accused denied all charges and passed lie detector test. Then it won’t matter even if I pass the test as well, will it? We just go back to where we started?
One of the suspects I pressed charge against is arguing that he doesn’t know my sons and I. I’ve known him for the past 10 years, and he was the pimp for this organization. He was in charge of bringing the clients. And the police would listen to them, but tell me that my statements are not reliable. I know all about his small domestic charges when he was younger, I know where he used to work, and matter of fact, we were in the same organization and I know all his private physical features. But I was told that he passed the lie detector. And today, I found out that all his charges are dropped as well. Here is the recording of a call with the detective. After, we were allowed to confront the other accused at the station. Before the confrontation, number of cops circled around my sons and showed them 8-10 pics of men and ask them to pick out the one who raped. My sons picked him out in a second. They both know the details of the guy’s body features. But the accused denied that he knows us in front of our face. My older son got very angry and started yelling at the guy. And the accused walked out of the room and never came back.
Even after all this, the detectives were taking the criminal’s side and treated us like we were the criminals. The guy who fled the room had a loft and Heo used to rent it from him. Even got caught doing it (**not sure what ‘it’ is). I told the police that I was part of this group, committing the crimes together, that I know all about their operation. But they choose to ignore me and dropped all charges claiming lack of evidence. The bottom line is that all 4 people I sued in Gyeonggi district have been set free.
Another absurd case happened at the Guu-ee district police agency in Seoul. The accused who was assigned at this district for investigation was a long term client for the past 12 years. Me and my sons know his private body feature so well, we gave a detailed testimony. However, he also walked free as his case dropped too.
Here is the recordings of phone conversation I had with Gyeonggi district detective and the Seoul district detective. Please listen to it and judge for yourself.
At the beginning, I trusted the police. But they would constantly turn over their words and accuse me of insane. Some of them were very rude even, no one listened to us and they only treated us like we were stupid. I don’t care if they treat me like that, maybe I even deserve to be treated like that. But not my sons. They’ve done nothing wrong and only have been the victims of this crime. I hated the hell hole, but I was too scare to escape. But not anymore. I’m not even afraid to die. I just want my kids to live normal.
We have given a full detailed honest testimony including body features of all the rapist. But they all simply denied. Whose argument is more reliable? Police department only tells me that they ran a professional analysis and they are right.
Dear friends, I don’t have any power nor my sons. I had no will and no reason to live. But we pressed charges against more than 30 rapist. I don’t know how we are going to continue to fight all these people. Who would fake or lie about this?
Every time my sons go in for statements, it’s more like an interrogation. And they come home traumatized, they even wet the bed and stay in a corner of the room for days. Also out of blue my younger son would freak out, wander around the room thinking that someone is coming to rape him and he has to hide. My older son in the mental institution is also having a hard time. Please, I hope you don’t see them as freaks.
Life is not easy for my children. I come forward in hope of better future for them. No matter how powerful they are, no matter how much they want to conceal my story, will there be a hope? Just like how we are fighting together now?
I don’t have much means, so I can’t afford an attorney like the others. They say it’s a crime to press charges, but wouldn’t it be a worse crime to conceal a crime? Then may all of us be the criminals.
You (**Heo) claim that I trained and taught my sons to tell a lie, but when did you give a chance for me to raise them that smart? You are still neglecting their pain. If you are innocent, why don’t you come forward in front of everyone? Instead you send out your attorney like a coward. Thanks for giving me a chance to fight you by counter-suing me for false accusation.
You only talk about the lie detector result, but wasn’t it a lie machine instead?
You have no shame fighting your own blood.
Dear friends, I’ve attached three voice recordings here.
Please judge for yourself. Thank you for all your supports and concerns.